Wandering the cold space
All alone and abandoned
You come across a mystery
Which may lead to a new discovery.
Deep in the Abyss you find
The remains of an ancient ancestral abode
You call out to the world
Ask for a friend or foe to share this with.
As the universe responds,
Amazingly, in awe you stand,
From the ruins, one by one
Come out a whole village.
A village of secret guardians
Protect those in the Abyss.
A for Apple
B for Bureaucracy
C for Corpus Callosum
The world is filled with powerful and numerous words which give wonderful and lovely meanings.
Throughout the English dictionary, one may find words that entice you, motivate you, or even scare you.
For the next 26 posts, I will write about random words in sequential order of the alphabet.
Hopefully I can manage to make those who read them feel a wide range of emotions.
With my feet in my socks
And my socks in my shoes
I am ready to walk
Walk through whatever path I must.
With my glasses on
My sight perfected
I am ready to see
See the reality I must face.
With the strength in my body
The wisdom in my mind
I am ready to live
Live a life that will make me happy.
How do you forgive yourself for the past?
When you look back at the past, through all the mistakes you have made, all the lies you have uttered, all to save yourself in the moment, but in the long run, destroying your future bit by bit.
How do you forgive yourself?
With all the memories of the past, rushing towards you, words others have stated against you, realizing now that it was the truth, while you lived in a lie you had created. Why would you forgive yourself?
Though everyone has forgotten about you, what you have done, your existence itself, how can one cope to the pain of the memories?
Unable to forgive yourself, unable to let go, wallowing in your own sorrows, is there even a path to follow? To escape the torment of your own mind?
Just wanting to let everything go, and forget about it completely, but your mind itself forces those thoughts upon you. Why? Pain. It’s just torment.
All you want is peace and happiness, but it slips through your fingers, every time you almost grasp it, just because of the past creeping up again to prevent you.
How does one survive? To get over and live through, to show yourself that you have matured, to accept mistakes and forever forget about them.
Each person has his own demons. They haunt and torture. Why add to others pain? Why can’t we just be nice to everyone and spread love?
Well, all we can do is survive. Take each moment at a time, each day at a time. Work on your goals and dreams and have a passion which you look forward to and towards each minute. Divert your mind and let those demons haunt each other. Never give them time to ever again inflict their torment on you.
Remember, you are a beautiful human being with a bright and healthy future, and to move forward, you don’t have time to look back.
It’s not wrong to ask for help when you need it too. Reach out to loved ones, talk to those who can help you, motivate yourself and be productive. Life always gets better.
Do you ever sit down just to map out and plan your future?
It’s a powerful experience. If you have never, just take a piece of paper, start with a basic flowchart of what you want and need to do for the next few years. When you are done with that, fill in all the tiny details you can think of. Plan out when and how you will accomplish items on your bucket list, and how your life will go.
When I say powerful, I mean it. Starting with the flowchart, you have a basic jist of what you need to accomplish. What you accomplish is the main part. Whether it’s starting a blog or studying a new course, joining a new job or whatever it may be, it’s what is important.
Filling in the spots, with all the adventures you wish to embark on in your quest of life, don’t just write it down. Feel yourself enjoying the thrill and amassing happiness from all of this! Imagine if you want to skydive, don’t just write skydiving, but write about what you wish to experience, starting from where you will be, to jumping out of the airplane, to how you wish to feel. Embrace it.
Take a few hours. Let all your thoughts flow through, and make an ultimate plan for your future. If you want to take it a step further, make a small book for yourself which you can see every now and then, add photos and make it creative!
Every single day, if you see what you want, and are reminded of the emotions you felt while writing it, you will not only come to treasure the real experience, which you can compare to what your mind had tasked on while you wrote, to the one you actually did. Memories will never fade, and experiences will impart wisdom.
Another thing to keep in mind, this plan isn’t definite. Things which you don’t expect to happen, will definitely happen. What I’m trying to say is, enjoy life, and let it also guide you too at the same time. Go with your own flow. It’s a beautiful life.